I had another “spiritual” dream where apparently I let a guy into my house and he started saying that he has the true religion and that he found God and intimately he supposedly found the arc of the covenant in my backyard and claimed that it was a sign from God, and instead of the normal cherubim, we usually picture, with a human face it was a head of a cattle. So he went on carrying the “arc” throughout my neighborhood and throughout this whole “enlightenment” the sky was getting darker. I wanted to stop that guy from deceiving other people, but his “followers” blocked the doorway and tried to build some kind of barricade. It got really dark so the few others in my room, who also did not believe in the guy, tried to turn on the lights in the room, but no matter how hard we tried the “followers” did all they could to prevent us from getting near the light switch. When we tried to escape (which I almost did) they dragged us back. For the moment I escaped, I saw that my neighborhood was in filth and people were turning into “zombies.” When I was close to being dragged back into the house, I started singing a worship song as loud as possible, and things started to change. The zombie-like people as well as the “followers” started to turn back to normal. Once the people became normal I urged them to sing with me and “cleanse” the whole house. This went on for a while as I sang to a lot of people, kind of weird but it got the job done. I looked through the windows and saw that our house was radiating, affecting other houses. Later a friend brought a hockey puck like object, but it possessed a very demonic power. I wanted to tell him to throw it out but it would only posses other things in the neighborhood, so he put it on the counter and I prayed very loudly in tongues against the demonic force. I saw lots of spirits come out and there was this huge spirit that came out and knocked me over, so I kept praying and I woke up.
I posted most of my graduation and grad nite photos on facebook.
Graduation was amazing, esspcially when I got to sit next to Grace Woo and close to Jonathan Shieh. Surprisingly I made 3.50 GPA and above. I’m very proud of myself. Although I did not cry, I felt very emotional, knowing that, that might be the last time I might see them makes me sad. Daniel Cheng went and he helped me take pictures, whch I’m very grateful for. Daniel Cheng is such a good friend, even though he can be a key club douche, but he is an amazing friend! We went to go eat dinner at akasaka, and we got free green tea ice cream! I saw Kaelan Chan there too.
Grad Nite was even better, I though it was too much fun in too little time. On the bus there I sat next to Caleb Lin and behind me was Parker Sin and Andrew Liang. Disneyland park was great, but California was every better partially because it was the first time seeing all the new attractions. I was seriously facinated by all the special effects and colors in the park. I went on california screamin for the first time and it freaked me out. The World of Colors water show was phenomenal! I just love it!
There’s too much to say and things that words cannot describe.
If being straight can make me be like a normal guy then yes, change me.
Today was filled with excitement and nostalgia. Even though I’m not close with some people, I will miss them for being a part of my high school life. This was a such an unique experience that I can only describe now and limited through words.
For the first time in my life (May 19th, 2013) I called 911, because my sister could not walk to the car. During that time I forgot about anything that happened in the past. She knew that calling the ambulance is very expensive she said not to call and to just take her to the emergency room. I called anyways because I could not stand watching her lying on the floor in pain. I love my sister, even with her attitude and actions, she is my sister.
The main purpose of this post is for me to vent on how I find Alex Lin attractive. So today Alex was wearing athletic shorts and they weren’t short shorts but they were higher than normal short and when he sat down the shorts kinda retracted and it revealed his black boxer briefs. It was so hot.
So I ended up running the 400 dash with Austin and his friends. I sucked, 3/4 through the lap I started walking. I almost blacked out. I spent the rest of the afternoon at school chilling with them.
I dreamt that I was on an air field and that I wanted to go explore a forest, so I did and it transitioned to Yosemite National Park. There we had to find a cabin to live in and basically the whole time I was thinking about how I can share a cabin/bed with Austin.
!!! there so much that happened! at least for my first prom it seemed like a lot happened. ok so ill tell you from beginning to end. so i got to her house and waited an hr sitting in the living room with her dad, it was really awkward. and she finally got ready and we left for say cheese. So throughout the night she left me a total of about 5 times, meaning that she would literally walk away and i’d have to go find her. and one of them was at say cheese. anyways the pictures came out, I thought they looked pretty good but she thought only 2 out of the 5 poses were ok. oh and the whole time she was bagging on how my tie didn’t match her dress. which from a guys point of view it looks the same. We went dinner and she didn’t let me pull out her chair nor push it in, and we had an asian moment and fought over the bill. After that our limo came… i guess it’s what we paid for which was $85 per couple. the limo driver was asian and the mood lights were broken. oh and you know how i use to like elissa, well she was on the same limo, which was fine with me, but helen was like, “don’t look at her” cause she knew that i liked her, so she was adamant that i didn’t look at her. OMG THERES TOO MUCH ._. anyways so i spend the whole night not looking at her, but i would periodically blank out, cause my friend died of leukemia that morning so i was thinking about him.
When we got to the aquarium, it was freaking nice, the exhibits were pretty awesome. but we went thought all the exhibits and toured it about 5x in about 30min. so after that we went outside, and there was a live jazz band playing dixieland music, and i wanted to dance with helen but she said no. there was also a pool where you can touch the fishes, at first i went ahead and touched the fishes, but helen was a germaphobe so she didnt touch it, only when she saw her other girl friends touch it she decided to touch the water. she was also camera shy so we barely got any pictures at the aquarium. we went to the beach after and it was cold so i offered my jacket, and she said no, so i said i’d stand on the side the wind was blowing so i can block a little, she agreed. it was only until the girls were taking pictures that she took my jacket cause all the other girls were wearing their dates jacket. lol even elissa wore her date’s jacket even thought she brought a thick jacket herself.
Ironic enough elissa’s date was also named sam c. so we went home, super tired but couldn’t really sleep cause the mood lights were flashing and they were blasting thug music.
I thought she was a really nice date, at least a date i enjoyed going with.
Brian passed away today, I didn’t know what to expect. sigh*
Prom was fun, but I can’t stop thinking about Brian.
My heart was and still is bitter sweet.